{"id":23,"date":"2018-01-27T16:42:00","date_gmt":"2018-01-27T14:42:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/2018\/01\/27\/aika-luovuttaa\/"},"modified":"2018-01-27T16:42:00","modified_gmt":"2018-01-27T14:42:00","slug":"aika-luovuttaa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/aika-luovuttaa\/","title":{"rendered":"Aika luovuttaa"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<i>(Scroll down the text for the English summary)<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Tuntuu, ett\u00e4 on aika luovuttaa. Tauti on niin kamalan raskas ja voimat alkaa loppumaan. Harjoittelen hetkess\u00e4 el\u00e4mist\u00e4 ja on se tuottanutkin tulosta. Olo on valtaosan ajasta rauhallinen. T\u00e4m\u00e4 on mit\u00e4 on. Silti, tilaa kehittymiselle on. Luovuttaminen ei nimitt\u00e4in ole huono asia. Ei silloin, kun me taistellaan tuulimyllyj\u00e4 vastaan. Eih\u00e4n t\u00e4m\u00e4 tauti ole vihollinen, vaikka se johtuu kun oman kropan puolustumekanismi tuhoaakin sit\u00e4.&nbsp;<\/p><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\">\n<a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/-LLmZDymph-o\/WmyPGSJvddI\/AAAAAAAAAy8\/SlcpYhEXwC8jLDSzpr4B_hJ4ptPp9GXJwCLcBGAs\/s1600\/IMG_6926.JPG\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" border=\"0\" data-original-height=\"480\" data-original-width=\"720\" height=\"426\" src=\"https:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/-LLmZDymph-o\/WmyPGSJvddI\/AAAAAAAAAy8\/SlcpYhEXwC8jLDSzpr4B_hJ4ptPp9GXJwCLcBGAs\/s640\/IMG_6926.JPG\" width=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\nP\u00e4iv\u00e4t ovat hankalia silloin kun tauti kiukuttaa. Silloin kun tekee mieli n\u00e4ytt\u00e4\u00e4, ett\u00e4 kyll\u00e4 min\u00e4 pystyn. P\u00e4iv\u00e4t ovat hankalia kun en halua hyv\u00e4ksy\u00e4, ett\u00e4 mukana matkalla on el\u00e4m\u00e4n l\u00e4pi kaveri nimelt\u00e4 multippeliskleroosi. Se aiheuttaa minulle toimintakyvyn alenemista ja jokainen p\u00e4iv\u00e4 on aikaisempaa enemm\u00e4n arvaamaton.&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\nHuomaa, etten pid\u00e4 itsest\u00e4 tapeeksi hyv\u00e4\u00e4 huolta. En lep\u00e4\u00e4 silloin kun pit\u00e4isi, en ole jaksanut k\u00e4yd\u00e4 kuntosalilla joulutauon j\u00e4lkeen (t\u00e4h\u00e4n laitettakoon huomio, ett\u00e4 kuntosalilla ei revit\u00e4 rautaa. Tehd\u00e4\u00e4n pienill\u00e4 painoilla toistoja ja pidet\u00e4\u00e4n liikuntakyky\u00e4 yll\u00e4). Kaiken lis\u00e4ksi olen edelleen l\u00e4\u00e4kevastainen. Lykk\u00e4\u00e4n pillerin ottoa niin kauan kuin mahdollista. En halua. Tyhm\u00e4st\u00e4 p\u00e4\u00e4st\u00e4 saa k\u00e4rsi\u00e4 koko kroppa.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\">\n<a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-QOGeNG3FEBg\/WmyPRWoKL9I\/AAAAAAAAAzA\/95eHSneFAMQefnkZYF2MNQb0jrBd769XwCLcBGAs\/s1600\/IMG_6942.JPG\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" border=\"0\" data-original-height=\"459\" data-original-width=\"718\" height=\"408\" src=\"https:\/\/1.bp.blogspot.com\/-QOGeNG3FEBg\/WmyPRWoKL9I\/AAAAAAAAAzA\/95eHSneFAMQefnkZYF2MNQb0jrBd769XwCLcBGAs\/s640\/IMG_6942.JPG\" width=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\nT\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n aloitin kokeeksi l\u00e4\u00e4k\u00e4rin m\u00e4\u00e4r\u00e4\u00e4m\u00e4n Ephedrine l\u00e4\u00e4kkeen, jos sill\u00e4 saisi helpotusta fatiikkiin ja jalkojen oireiluun. En olisi halunnut. Kamalan kallis l\u00e4\u00e4ke ja ep\u00e4ilen jo valmiiksi sen toimivuutta. Perhe omia vanhempia my\u00f6ten ovat suostutelleet, ett\u00e4 kokeilisin l\u00e4\u00e4kett\u00e4. Kyll\u00e4h\u00e4n se tyhm\u00e4kin tajuaa, ett\u00e4 jos on l\u00e4\u00e4ke, jolla saa helpotusta toimintakyky\u00e4 haittaaviin oireisiin, niin sit\u00e4 kannattaa kokeilla. Taidan olla tyhm\u00e4\u00e4kin tyhmempi. Tai vain j\u00e4\u00e4r\u00e4p\u00e4\u00e4.&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\nEnsimm\u00e4isen l\u00e4\u00e4kkeen j\u00e4lkeen p\u00e4\u00e4 tuntuu hassulta. V\u00e4sytt\u00e4\u00e4, mutta toisaalta ei. Olen t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n kirjoittanut tiivistelm\u00e4t paristakymmenest\u00e4 viimeisimm\u00e4st\u00e4 blogipostauksesta englanniksi. Asia, joka olisi selv\u00e4sti kannattanut tehd\u00e4 blogin alusta saakka. En\u00e4\u00e4 sata j\u00e4ljell\u00e4. T\u00e4m\u00e4np\u00e4iv\u00e4inen urakka on kyll\u00e4 osoittanut, ett\u00e4 uusi l\u00e4\u00e4ke nostaa vireystilaa. Jotain hyv\u00e4\u00e4 siis.&nbsp;<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\nT\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n p\u00e4\u00e4t\u00e4n luovuttaa itseni ja hyvinvointini laiminly\u00f6nnin. T\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n p\u00e4\u00e4t\u00e4n luovuttaa l\u00e4\u00e4kevastaisuuden. T\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n p\u00e4\u00e4t\u00e4n luovuttaa tautia vastaan taistelemisen. Niin, joskus luovuttaminen on hyv\u00e4 asia.<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"separator\" style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\">\n<a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"https:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/-e1IAzdP8ahQ\/WmyPe0Euw4I\/AAAAAAAAAzE\/GU7fXFYIBlwnyrGfTChamjsqMV41dt0WgCLcBGAs\/s1600\/IMG_6951.JPG\" imageanchor=\"1\" style=\"margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" border=\"0\" data-original-height=\"480\" data-original-width=\"720\" height=\"426\" src=\"https:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/-e1IAzdP8ahQ\/WmyPe0Euw4I\/AAAAAAAAAzE\/GU7fXFYIBlwnyrGfTChamjsqMV41dt0WgCLcBGAs\/s640\/IMG_6951.JPG\" width=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n_________________________________________________________________________________<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<i>English summary <b>&#8221; It is time to give up&#8221;<\/b>:I feel it is time to give up. This illness is so hard and I do not have much strength at the moment. I practice living in the moment and have done some progress in that. Most of the time I am calm. This is what it is. Still there is room for improvement. You see, giving up is not bad thing. Not when we are fighting against windmills. This illness is not my enemy even if it caused by my immune system attacking my body. It is time to give up neglecting myself. It is time to give up being against medication which helps me. Today I started as a trial Ephedrine medication to see whether it will help my fatigue and legs. It required my whole family to persuade me to start it. After one tablet I feel odd. Tired but not tired. Today I have done English summaries of around 20 blog posts. Hundred to go. This proves that the new medication works at least a bit (sadly not to the quality of the translations&#8230;)<\/i><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(Scroll down the text for the English summary) Tuntuu, ett\u00e4 on aika&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[40,5,10,17,14],"acf":[],"platta":{"numLikes":1,"numComments":0,"category":null,"themes":[],"commercial_partner":null,"thumbnail":"https:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/-LLmZDymph-o\/WmyPGSJvddI\/AAAAAAAAAy8\/SlcpYhEXwC8jLDSzpr4B_hJ4ptPp9GXJwCLcBGAs\/s640\/IMG_6926.JPG","blog_id":86},"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=23"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=23"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=23"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=23"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}