{"id":12,"date":"2018-03-20T13:11:00","date_gmt":"2018-03-20T11:11:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/2018\/03\/20\/mihin-elamassa-kannattaa-panostaa\/"},"modified":"2018-03-20T13:11:00","modified_gmt":"2018-03-20T11:11:00","slug":"mihin-elamassa-kannattaa-panostaa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/mihin-elamassa-kannattaa-panostaa\/","title":{"rendered":"Mihin el\u00e4m\u00e4ss\u00e4 kannattaa panostaa?"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\nEl\u00e4m\u00e4 menee eteenp\u00e4in minusta huolimatta. Voin j\u00e4\u00e4d\u00e4 kierim\u00e4\u00e4n katkeruuteen ja kysy\u00e4 yh\u00e4 uudelleen, miksi min\u00e4? Miksi nyt? P\u00e4iv\u00e4t vaihtuvat ja huomaan, ett\u00e4 en en\u00e4\u00e4 pelk\u00e4\u00e4. Pelk\u00e4\u00e4 sit\u00e4, miten vartaloni toimii t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n. Tauti alkaa olla osa minua. Min\u00e4 en ole MS-potilas, mutta minulla on MS. Se on nyt toveri, jonka kanssa kuljen loppuel\u00e4m\u00e4ni. Taistellen matkasta tulee vaikea, mutta sovussa jaksamme kulkea. <\/div>\n
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\nMin\u00e4 teen mit\u00e4 pystyn, ett\u00e4 matkantekomme menee lupsakkaasti. Pid\u00e4n itsest\u00e4ni huolta niill\u00e4 voimavaroilla, jotka olen kullekin p\u00e4iv\u00e4lle saanut. Silloin kun olen heikko l\u00e4hipiiri kannattelee. Nyt tuntuu, ett\u00e4 toimintakykyni ei en\u00e4\u00e4 parane. En en\u00e4\u00e4 toivu siihen kuntoon, miss\u00e4 oli joulukuussa. Kipuja on uusissa paikoissa. K\u00e4siin on tullut uudenlaista kankeutta. Vasen jalka tuntuu puutuneelta koko ajan (mit\u00e4 se ei ole. Se vain tuntuu silt\u00e4). Tauti tuntuu nyt kuin junalta, jonka vauhtia ei saada en\u00e4\u00e4 pys\u00e4ytetty\u00e4. Mutta min\u00e4 en pelk\u00e4\u00e4 (ainakaan kovin paljon). Minulla ei ole en\u00e4\u00e4 pel\u00e4tt\u00e4v\u00e4\u00e4. Ihan oikeasti…ei ole. <\/div>\n
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Mik\u00e4\u00e4n ei voita sit\u00e4 seesteist\u00e4 tunnetta, joka vallitsee v\u00e4lill\u00e4. Ne lyhyetkin hetket, jolloin sis\u00e4ll\u00e4 on sanoinkuvaamaton rauha. Se on oikeastaan niit\u00e4 harvoja asioita, joihin el\u00e4m\u00e4ss\u00e4 kannattaa panostaa. Loppuun viel\u00e4 pari Marcus Aureliuksen<\/a> ajatusta (jospa k\u00e4\u00e4nn\u00f6ksist\u00e4 v\u00e4littyy niiden ajatus.)<\/p>\n

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\n“Kun her\u00e4\u00e4t aamulla, ajattele, mik\u00e4 kallisarvoinen etuoikeus on olla elossa – hengitt\u00e4\u00e4, ajatella, nauttia ja rakastaa”<\/b><\/span><\/div>\n
\n – Marcus Aurelius-<\/b><\/span><\/div>\n
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\n“Ajattele, ett\u00e4 olet jo kuollut. Olet el\u00e4nyt el\u00e4m\u00e4si. Nyt ota se, mit\u00e4 siit\u00e4 on j\u00e4ljell\u00e4 ja el\u00e4 se oikein” <\/b><\/span><\/div>\n
\n– Marcus Aurelius- <\/b><\/span><\/div>\n

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\nAnd in English:” For what to invest in life?”<\/i><\/div>\n
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\nLife goes on despite of me. I could stay rolling in the bitterness or ask over and over again why me? Why now? Another day and I notice, I am not afraid anymore. Be afraid how my body functions today. The illness is starting to be part of me. I am not a MS-patient but I have MS. It is my companion for the rest of my life. If I fight the road will be hard but if we are in good terms we can make it. <\/i><\/div>\n
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\nI do what I can to make this journey easier. I look after myself the best I can. With the strength I have today. When I am weak people around me will help. Now I feel my I will not recover anymore to the condition I was in December. I have pain in new places on my body. My hands have new type of stiffness. My left leg feels numb all the time (which it is not. It just feels like it is). The illness has started to feel like a rolling train without brakes. But I am not afraid (not much anyway). I have nothing to fear. Really…I do not.<\/i><\/div>\n
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\nNothing beats that feeling of serenity that is in me every now and again. Even those brief moments, when there is peace within. Those really are the few things to invest in in life. I’ll leave you with few <\/span>Marcus Aurelius<\/a> quotes. <\/span><\/i><\/div>\n
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\n” When you arise in the morning, think of what a precious privilege it is to be alive – to breath, to think, to enjoy, to love” – Marcus Aurelius- <\/i><\/b><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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\n” Think of yourself as dead. You have lived your life. Now take what’s left and live it properly” <\/i><\/b><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
\n– Marcus Aurelius<\/i><\/b><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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El\u00e4m\u00e4 menee eteenp\u00e4in minusta huolimatta. Voin j\u00e4\u00e4d\u00e4 kierim\u00e4\u00e4n katkeruuteen ja kysy\u00e4 yh\u00e4…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":0,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[5,6,8],"acf":[],"platta":{"numLikes":0,"numComments":0,"category":null,"themes":[],"commercial_partner":null,"thumbnail":"https:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/-wrTDuJ4wsAU\/WriGg05t23I\/AAAAAAAAA-w\/hLy_e-uXrjwJ-NzwXRdw0L9ZtR_9KqjtQCEwYBhgL\/s640\/mielenrauha2.JPG","blog_id":86},"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogit.terve.fi\/mariaisstrong\/api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}